I am not sure if it is just human nature and if everyone feels the same way or not, but what is that whenever I go through customs, airport security or even going through a speed trap I feel guilty, even though I know that I have done nothing wrong. That feeling in the pit of your stomach when you get pulled over by the traffic cops. It can’t be conscience as I have done nothing wrong and anally obey all the road rules.
But it is at the airport that this feeling really rears its ugly head – Every! Single! Time! I consider myself a seasoned traveller and know exactly what I can or can’t take on board with me, the size and weight allowance of my hand luggage. Maybe it is that I have been profiled (not exactly sure what for) a few times on international flights and have been pulled aside to get searched more thoroughly, my hands dusted for reside of who knows what and all my electronic devices scanned under infra red lights – searching for residue again of who knows what. I don’t think I look like a user or a drug mule of any type. But my heart goes into my mouth each time – but I know that no one else has packed my bags for me and I am innocent. So what am I scared they will find??
Also going through customs, I am legally allowed to travel on 2 passports (thank heavens – or actually thank you dad), but I have this sense of guilt when I swap my passports out after clearing SA customs. Is it the inbred catholic upbringing and schooling where you are taught the wrath of god will come down on you for stepping out of line in any way? Do others feel the same way?
Diary of the peregrinating granny from South Africa 